Break♥away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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touch the sky  //   speak out  //   Break away  //   take a chance  //   how to fly  //   refresh

People , here I am to post ;D
Quite a long time no post luh . Miss me ? *puke*

15/6 Yesterday
Went Ahma's house .
Saw my cousins & family's photo who are at US .
My 14 years old cousin was graduating at secondary school there .
Too fast to be graduated right ? I'm 1 year older than him & I need 1 or 2 years to get graduated /:
Great to be a US student ?
& he had gained weight & had long hair , to me , quite weird D:
But he's going to cut before he come back Singapore this Dec .

Today
Meet Manting outside school bus stop & went to Rachel's void deck meet her .
Then went back to school for our library duty .
But the library is not open -.-
The teacher cheated our feelings ..
So when to 732 eat 11am plus's breakfast .
Rachel bombed Jianlong . Then said he will meet us in 30 minutes time at the coffee shop .
Heard Wanting quarrelled with him , then speak to her for a while .
After that we crapped a bit went Northpoint .
Then Manting & me accompanied Rachel went to 9tou to trim her eyebrow .
Went to the pet shop afterwards . A lot of poodles . I want puppy !
Then Jianlong called . Went back to the pasa malam to buy SharkFin soup . Love it !
Eat at block 755 . Saw Zhibing &co . They going for Shermaine's chalet later on .
Then went to 730 with Jianlong & Xiaoweiming . Slacked there & went to find Ahyao .
Went to 723 . Crapped there . Meiyee messaged .
Walked to the block beside 729's playground which was outside YJC .
I sat the pony while Manting & Rachel played see-saw .
Then suddenly started chatting about weight . Keep competing our weight .
I say I'm 48kg Xiaoweiming says I looked like 60kg -.-
Manting the heaviest among us . Jianlong very contented as he was not the heaviest ..
Used to see-saw as the balance . Jianlong vs Xiaoweiming .
& they started 'fucking' -.- Xiaoweiming female while Jianlong male . Sickos !
But can't stop laughing .
Went to 726 to slack while the sky was turning grey .
Caroline called ;D She's joining us (:
Settled somethings . Slacked there for a long long time .
Went to 730 as Ahyao cannot stay there . Played poker & 6plus it's time to go home .
& home sweet home :D

Meiyee, guess I wont be shutting up .
Cause I really suffered worst than you .
You , at least suffered at most 1 month .
But me ? more than 1 year .
& yea, the feelings was so hurtful .
It really kill me but I kept thinking positively . Because I don't wanna let
anyone know that I'm sure a failure in school . Everytime my parents asked about what happened at school I really had no idea what to say .
& in school , I had to force a smile in front of all of you .
Because if I kept frowning , you all would shoot me back .
Sometimes I kept asking why my friends had been treating me like this ?
Why my friends keep finding excuse to make fun of me ?
Why my friends treated me unfairly ?
& is that called friends ? Everyday I went to school was quite a nightmare .
Just because I'm harmless that time so I can be a 'toy' to all of you .
Please , not I'm saying out all the past , you asked me how it feels to be a spare
tire , so I'm telling you all this . Is it wrong ?
I only said it to you but not others because you are the one who asked me .
So I think I had done no wrong .
Forget it , saying all this was a rubbish to you .
Try feeling it yourself how hurtful it is before trying it on others .

&, no offence .
I'm just saying out those things I should be saying .

8:54 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun